My deepest fear...

Choking, kicking, screaming, and gasping for air!

Drowning, that is my deepest fear.

To not be able to breathe and to know my life is coming to an end,

To feel unprotected as I look around for any support but knowing only that Im left in despair.

Hearing the sound of the water's harsh splash as I struggle to get atop, but just knowing deep down inside that all I am going to do is drop.

As my body begins to go weak weak,

I prepare for my last fight

Sadly knowing in my mind that my deepest fear was my last night.

I Am

I am beautiful and fashionable,

I wonder why people lie about their feelings,

I hear my mother's sweet and lovable voice in my ear,

I see the beautiful rainbow above in the bright blue sky,

I am beautiful and fashionable.


I pretend I am a mermaid in the ocean while I swim in the cool water.

I want to know more about God,

I feel a million butterflies in my stomach when I am on stage about to perform.

I touch the bright stars,

I worry about homeless people,

I cry when my feelings are hurt,

I am beautiful and fashionable.

I understand that there are really cruel people in the world,

I say I believe in God,

I dream the impossible,

I try my best at everything I do,

I hope that I live to see another day,

I am beautiful and fashionable.